I don't even know

So I've only made it into chapter 10 of the book, an so far the book is readable but I'm not really connecting with it on an intellectual level. To me the story is just about this high school kid who hates life and loves to bitch about anything an everything he can,pretty much the life of a regular teenager right?     

IM HERE

Thou this course may be harder than hell an kicking my ass because of my lack of interlectural ability I am trying my hardest an I am here

chapter 4

Chapter 4 starts off with Holden describing Stradlater a little more in depth as he sits in the bathroom watching Stradlater shave. Stradlater asks Holden to do his paper then moving on from the question Holden asks Stradlater who's his date an nearly had a heart attack. Holden then goes from there an explains how he knows Jane Gallagher.

presentations notes

• In ch 3.- out of Africa for shadows him leavingleaving, return to the native forshadows him going back to his natural ways,human bondage forshadows his return home, holden says he hates phoneys but he's always lieing, Holdens really sarcastic because he's barrying the rest of his emotions, critizes Spencer for using the word chonier then uses it on Ackley thinking he's better than him like he felt Spencer felt towards him
• In ch 4.-  holden critizies stradler harsher in the beginning of the book, holden likes June on a personal level, the fact that holden did stradlers homework must mean he doesn't hate him as much as he leads on an he's also a puch over
• In ch5.- Holden gets into a snowball fight, Ackley acompanys mail an Holden to the movies then brags about getting laid, Holden does stradlers homework in his brothers baseball glove, we learn Holdens got feelings by him talking about his brother
• In ch 6.- we get more in depth with Holdens feelings because of the fight over Jane, the argument between strdler an Holden shows friendship between the two
• In ch 7.- to escape stradler after the fight holden goes an pestures Ackley, holden feel lonesome an sad, holden talked to Ackley about what it took to be Catholics an then used the terms god damn an for Christ sakes, then Holden makes plans to stay in a hotel till his return home
• In ch 8.- holden takes a train after the fight then a lady sits next to him an they talk about her son an pency, holden tells the lady he's got a brain tumor an she invites him  to stay with her that summer
• In ch 13.- Holdens walking back to his hotel thinking to him self if he'd steal or not but he wouldn't cause he's a coward, holden doesn't care about losing shit, so holden feels like shit an drinks a bottle of whiskey gets asked if he wants to get a prostitute an then chickens out